[ Not everything makes sense, and that's just how it is. It's a frustrating answer, but she really can't argue with it. Magi are some of the most selfish and contradictory creatures on the planet, and she came to know them well. As for the Pleroma... ]

... I know they want to live because they still have things worth living for.

[ A difficult expression pinches her face. She speaks in theys because she still doesn't count herself among them, not really. ]

That's just how normal people are, isn't it?