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Gray ([personal profile] gravings) wrote2022-04-27 12:15 am
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I need this now apparently

[personal profile] expiera 2022-08-18 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
What wishes.

[She 'asks' without asking, keeping her gaze trailed into the distance without looking back at Gray.]

You haven't disobeyed any direct orders. You simply bore witness to a callous display of what passes as the norm in Achamoth, and it's what made you realize you can't stay here without compromising your sense of self. The Regent prefers willing followers anyway, so it's simply logical and best practice, for you to go before you can really get yourself in trouble.

[Her chest heaves as she exhales.]

We'll be okay here. Focus on yourself. Remember: you have to protect yourself before you can protect others.

[personal profile] expiera 2022-08-25 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
I simply spoke my mind, no different from you. [Or how Gray is learning to, forming her own stance and putting her wishes into action.] Achamoth will be fine. The Kenoma will be fine. ["Without you."] You must evaluate and prioritize, on what's the most important part at the greatest risk of being lost forever.

[It doesn't need any elaborating, surely. And she does mean more than Gray's sense of self, in this case.]

Hold onto this feeling. When the time comes, don't look back.

[A stronger breeze blows by, lifting Ciel's bangs and threatening to push back Gray's hood. The view of the waters here from this shore... It's probably the last time they'll be here together like this, isn't it.

That's fine, so be it. As long as Gray follows her heart, her soul, they will certainly lead her away from here. Which is for the best, and affirming her wishes is all Ciel can do for her.]