[ One day he will learn to be normal but today is not that today. ]
I killed him.
[ That explains everything, right—
He doesn't know why he admits to that right away, other than the fact that he needs the truth of his actions to be known. Even if it had been done out of mercy, even if Dokja had agreed to it without question, it still doesn't change the fact that he'd murdered a man. ]
He—agreed to it. He would have died anyway.
[ It doesn't make things any better. It certainly doesn't make him feel any better saying that, misery and grief threatening to burst out past his usual wall of composure. ]
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Date: 2023-09-16 11:55 am (UTC)I killed him.
[ That explains everything, right—
He doesn't know why he admits to that right away, other than the fact that he needs the truth of his actions to be known. Even if it had been done out of mercy, even if Dokja had agreed to it without question, it still doesn't change the fact that he'd murdered a man. ]
He—agreed to it. He would have died anyway.
[ It doesn't make things any better. It certainly doesn't make him feel any better saying that, misery and grief threatening to burst out past his usual wall of composure. ]
I'm at the Tree. I can explain everything there.