[ Though she won't be surprised if Mordred later uses whatever she learns here to her advantage. Coming here for the express purpose of being a spy doesn't seem like Mordred's style. Especially when she doesn't have her powers back yet. ]
I was just wondering if you wanted some company while you're here.
[ Because, she doesn't say out loud, it can get dangerous on the island...... but Mordred probably wouldn't like the insinuation that she'd need protection. ]
[ Even when she was around others, she was still alone. It's something she long since accepted as necessary: that since her father always was, she always would be, too. That a requirement of kingship was to stand so far ahead of everyone else that you couldn't even see them as people anymore, much less as comrades, friends, equals.
But despite her acceptance of that solitary future, and the fact the next time they meet, it'll be as enemies, Mordred finds herself unable to say no to Gray's offer. Her face cycles through a series of expressions, most of them constipated looking, before she finally turns her back so she can scoff without her own emotions betraying her. ]
... Fine. But keep your hood up, and follow all of my instructions. I'll let you act as my squire for today.
[ As ever, it's fascinating to see how Mordred's face contorts their shared visage into configurations Gray never could have foreseen. The part of her that flinches at her own face is too bewildered to look away from Mordred's. But eventually, Mordred does the job for her by turning away.
A squire, is it... how quaint. But Gray doesn't hate the idea, and she dutifully tugs her hood a bit lower down. Actually, acting as a faceless follower is Gray's most comfy zone. ]
Y'know... normal squire stuff. [ She was one of the few knights who never had one, given her acerbic attitude and need for complete privacy, but she doesn't want Gray to know that. ] Usually, that means you'd be in charge of my armour and weapons... but I don't really need any help with those. Or you could look after my horse...
[ ... if she had one here. Exasperated: ]
Look, it's just a title, alright? One that gives you a good reason for hangin' around me.
[ Sounds a bit sus, but Gray is accepting enough of her own ignorance to take Mordred at face value and not make the outlandish assumption that a Knight of the Round Table never actually had a single squire. ]
Alright.
[ Though she thinks no one will buy that Mordred is a knight without her armor. ]
[ She dips her head a little even though she's sure she heard correctly. Maybe this is too awkward a subject (for some reason), so Gray decides to move on to something she wished she'd asked Mordred after she disappeared. ]
You mean "Sir knows-everything-except-when-to-shut-the-hell-up"? The guy whose compliments sound like insults, and whose insults sound like compliments? Why the hell would you be interested in him?
[ As colorful as that description is, it does sound accurate. Mordred's incredulity puts Gray in a fluster, and she scrambles for an answer that isn't a lie but doesn't give away too much either. ]
Ah, well, he was like a guardian figure of sorts in the village cemetery, so I was always curious to know more about him...
[ How he was in life rather than how he is as a pseudo-personality or jumbled up spirit. ]
Jeez. Between that and my old lady, it's like your village is tryin' to piss me off.
[ Though, Mordred would probably be annoyed about the involvement of any of the Knights of the Round, so that's really not saying much. She raises an eyebrow at what seems like an overly reactive response from Gray, but chalks it up to her own attitude, and not anything suspicious. ]
He was father's first knight, but he wasn't even with his king at the end. I doubt he could have stopped me, anyway, but does that sound like a guardian to you? [ That's not what Gray's asking; she just has some residual bitterness to get out. No, being literally fucking dead isn't an excuse. ] Kay was a complete ass. His skill with a sword was a joke, but he was so freakin' annoying that his enemies would rather kill themselves than listen to him. I suppose he was at least competent enough as a seneschal, even if the role made him arrogant beyond belief... or perhaps that's just the way he was from the start. I don't really know, nor do I care.
[ A part of her wants to protest that Kay was with his king long after the end, in service to this day even if the conditions have become abstract. Even though Gray didn't know the man when he was alive, she still feels that she owes a lot to him.
... With that said, Mordred's description sounds awfully familiar. An annoying, arrogant ass? All of those things survived the distillation process that created Add. Despite herself, a fond, relieved smile floats to Gray's face. It's good to know that even if Add is a pesudo-personality, he retains a truth of the self he derived from. It never mattered to her whether or not Add had "meaning," but she's happy to get to know more about the man who's something like his father. ]
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Date: 2023-03-26 03:53 am (UTC)[ Though she won't be surprised if Mordred later uses whatever she learns here to her advantage. Coming here for the express purpose of being a spy doesn't seem like Mordred's style. Especially when she doesn't have her powers back yet. ]
I was just wondering if you wanted some company while you're here.
[ Because, she doesn't say out loud, it can get dangerous on the island...... but Mordred probably wouldn't like the insinuation that she'd need protection. ]
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Date: 2023-03-29 03:46 pm (UTC)[ Even when she was around others, she was still alone. It's something she long since accepted as necessary: that since her father always was, she always would be, too. That a requirement of kingship was to stand so far ahead of everyone else that you couldn't even see them as people anymore, much less as comrades, friends, equals.
But despite her acceptance of that solitary future, and the fact the next time they meet, it'll be as enemies, Mordred finds herself unable to say no to Gray's offer. Her face cycles through a series of expressions, most of them constipated looking, before she finally turns her back so she can scoff without her own emotions betraying her. ]
... Fine. But keep your hood up, and follow all of my instructions. I'll let you act as my squire for today.
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Date: 2023-03-30 07:04 am (UTC)A squire, is it... how quaint. But Gray doesn't hate the idea, and she dutifully tugs her hood a bit lower down. Actually, acting as a faceless follower is Gray's most comfy zone. ]
What would squires usually do for you?
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Date: 2023-03-30 11:04 am (UTC)[ ... if she had one here. Exasperated: ]
Look, it's just a title, alright? One that gives you a good reason for hangin' around me.
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Date: 2023-04-01 05:01 am (UTC)Alright.
[ Though she thinks no one will buy that Mordred is a knight without her armor. ]
Are you still going by "Saber"?
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Date: 2023-04-01 10:17 am (UTC)Gonna tell all your Meridian friends who I really am?
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Date: 2023-04-01 01:46 pm (UTC)[ She's trying to get IC over here... ]
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Date: 2023-04-02 10:27 am (UTC).............................. ]
W-well... if you're my squire, it'd have to be "Sir Mordred", right? I'm pretty sure that's how it works.
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Date: 2023-04-04 03:59 am (UTC)[ Even Gray is starting to have suspicions at this point............. ]
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Date: 2023-04-04 01:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-04-05 04:00 am (UTC)[ She dips her head a little even though she's sure she heard correctly. Maybe this is too awkward a subject (for some reason), so Gray decides to move on to something she wished she'd asked Mordred after she disappeared. ]
Can I ask you something?
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Date: 2023-04-05 09:19 am (UTC)Go ahead. No promises you'll like the answer, though.
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Date: 2023-04-07 04:09 am (UTC)Did you know Sir Kay very well?
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Date: 2023-04-11 06:28 am (UTC)[ Her tone immediately grows irritated. ]
You mean "Sir knows-everything-except-when-to-shut-the-hell-up"? The guy whose compliments sound like insults, and whose insults sound like compliments? Why the hell would you be interested in him?
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Date: 2023-04-12 04:07 am (UTC)Ah, well, he was like a guardian figure of sorts in the village cemetery, so I was always curious to know more about him...
[ How he was in life rather than how he is as a pseudo-personality or jumbled up spirit. ]
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Date: 2023-04-12 09:23 am (UTC)[ Though, Mordred would probably be annoyed about the involvement of any of the Knights of the Round, so that's really not saying much. She raises an eyebrow at what seems like an overly reactive response from Gray, but chalks it up to her own attitude, and not anything suspicious. ]
He was father's first knight, but he wasn't even with his king at the end. I doubt he could have stopped me, anyway, but does that sound like a guardian to you? [ That's not what Gray's asking; she just has some residual bitterness to get out. No, being literally fucking dead isn't an excuse. ] Kay was a complete ass. His skill with a sword was a joke, but he was so freakin' annoying that his enemies would rather kill themselves than listen to him. I suppose he was at least competent enough as a seneschal, even if the role made him arrogant beyond belief... or perhaps that's just the way he was from the start. I don't really know, nor do I care.
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Date: 2023-04-14 03:36 am (UTC)... With that said, Mordred's description sounds awfully familiar. An annoying, arrogant ass? All of those things survived the distillation process that created Add. Despite herself, a fond, relieved smile floats to Gray's face. It's good to know that even if Add is a pesudo-personality, he retains a truth of the self he derived from. It never mattered to her whether or not Add had "meaning," but she's happy to get to know more about the man who's something like his father. ]
Thank you. That's all I wanted to know.