[ It's no secret that Gray has always had a kind heart. It's one of the (many) qualities he appreciates about her, her willingness to give others a chance even when they might deserve one. Even so, he's taken aback when she starts crying, completely at a loss as to the cause behind those tears. It's not as though he hasn't made women cry before, but he usually makes an effort to be more considerate around Gray. Surely a two month absence wouldn't be enough reason either....would it?
One hand reaches out—and then pulls back, dropping down once again to his side. He's never been good with displays of affection, and even moreso when he's not sure how to address the root of the matter. Instead he crouches down, to look up at her instead of down. (Closer to hell where he belongs for bringing her to tears, and for the way he feels, guilty and upset over Gray's upset.) ]
I should apologize for making you cry.
[ Apologies aren't in his normal repetoire but he'll shake off the dust, just for Gray. ]
I'll always be your friend. You don't have to thank me for it. I should be the one thanking you for sticking with me. [ There's the smallest of smiles that plays on his face, bittersweet. ] I know I'm not the easiest person to be around.
[ That he would say that about himself is genuinely puzzling to her, and she looks at him a bit helplessly. ]
You've always been easy to be around. You're thoughtful, don't complain, and take care of yourself well.
[ Her standards...........
There's a lot more she'd like to say, but she doesn't want to make this too much like a goodbye. She hesitates and then carefully draws the black knife he gifted her, the ringing of the blade as it's freed gentle like a bell. It's still pristine and well-polished; she made sure to clean it thoroughly after cutting her birthday cake with it. ]
By the way, this knife seemed so special that I wondered if it has a name.
[ Magic and enchanted blades always seem to. The mages of the Clock Tower would probably say that the symbolism of a name solidifies its status in the world, or something like that. ]
[ Her standards are truly so low.....but it's not like he can really blame her, especially when it keeps him in her good graces. That dagger though....
He stays where he is, crouched low on the ground, expression settled back into a neutral as he looks at the outheld blade. Nice to know she kept it, even out of obligation. Maybe a different style would have suited her better, though it's not exactly like he'd had a choice in that matter. ]
It didn't have a name when I got it. [ Received it as a reward more like, though that's unimportant. ] You can name it, if you want.
[ After Rhongomyniad and Flamek and Unbroken Faith, why not give this dagger a name too to round out all the weapons in the household (or were in the household)? ]
[ Sweet of him to think a simple black knife doesn't suit her when Add looks the way he does. ]
Naming a weapon myself feels a bit embarrassing.
[ Also, hard. It would be easy to pick something deadly or mysterious, but that isn't how she actually views the knife, whose presence has provided a measure of comfort in Add and Eustace's absences. After a moment's thought, she thinks that something straightforward would be best. ]
[ The word itself doesn't ring any bells, but there's something about the way it rolls off the tongue that makes it sound somewhat familiar. Maybe he should have looked more into the different languages spread across the skydoms instead of the bare minimum needed for his various missions.
But if Gray's picked it then surely she must have chosen it for a reason beyond how it sounds. He tilts his head, curious. ]
[ She's already cried in front of him multiple times, what is there to lose. But the powers that be (me) have decided to go easy on her this time, and Eustace simply nods in acceptance of the answer given. It's a pretty considerate name, all things considered. ]
Sounds fitting. I hope it's able to watch over for a long time.
[ In case more things happen and certain people end up disappearing again. Hey, speaking of disappearing—his form grows a little more translucent with every passing second, Springstar's eternal sunlight shining a little brighter. ]
For your birthday next year....we'll do whatever you want.
[ Her smile wobbles at the edges as he begins to lose opacity, knowing it must mean their time is up. She keeps it up until he's disappeared completely, only then blinking away a couple final tears. But when she turns to leave, rubbing at her face, at least her smile isn't completely gone. ]
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Date: 2023-07-15 01:10 am (UTC)One hand reaches out—and then pulls back, dropping down once again to his side. He's never been good with displays of affection, and even moreso when he's not sure how to address the root of the matter. Instead he crouches down, to look up at her instead of down. (Closer to hell where he belongs for bringing her to tears, and for the way he feels, guilty and upset over Gray's upset.) ]
I should apologize for making you cry.
[ Apologies aren't in his normal repetoire but he'll shake off the dust, just for Gray. ]
I'll always be your friend. You don't have to thank me for it. I should be the one thanking you for sticking with me. [ There's the smallest of smiles that plays on his face, bittersweet. ] I know I'm not the easiest person to be around.
[ To put things lightly. ]
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Date: 2023-07-18 08:40 am (UTC)You've always been easy to be around. You're thoughtful, don't complain, and take care of yourself well.
[ Her standards...........
There's a lot more she'd like to say, but she doesn't want to make this too much like a goodbye. She hesitates and then carefully draws the black knife he gifted her, the ringing of the blade as it's freed gentle like a bell. It's still pristine and well-polished; she made sure to clean it thoroughly after cutting her birthday cake with it. ]
By the way, this knife seemed so special that I wondered if it has a name.
[ Magic and enchanted blades always seem to. The mages of the Clock Tower would probably say that the symbolism of a name solidifies its status in the world, or something like that. ]
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Date: 2023-07-19 01:32 am (UTC)He stays where he is, crouched low on the ground, expression settled back into a neutral as he looks at the outheld blade. Nice to know she kept it, even out of obligation. Maybe a different style would have suited her better, though it's not exactly like he'd had a choice in that matter. ]
It didn't have a name when I got it. [ Received it as a reward more like, though that's unimportant. ] You can name it, if you want.
[ After Rhongomyniad and Flamek and Unbroken Faith, why not give this dagger a name too to round out all the weapons in the household (or were in the household)? ]
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Date: 2023-07-20 05:12 am (UTC)Naming a weapon myself feels a bit embarrassing.
[ Also, hard. It would be easy to pick something deadly or mysterious, but that isn't how she actually views the knife, whose presence has provided a measure of comfort in Add and Eustace's absences. After a moment's thought, she thinks that something straightforward would be best. ]
Gwyliwr. How does that sound?
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Date: 2023-07-21 03:02 pm (UTC)But if Gray's picked it then surely she must have chosen it for a reason beyond how it sounds. He tilts his head, curious. ]
Does it mean something?
[ Names usually do, as far as he's concerned. ]
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Date: 2023-07-22 07:14 am (UTC)[ Explaining the full reasoning would be a bit too embarrassing for her, but. ]
Since I keep it behind me, it's nice to think that it's watching my back.
i'll come back for you next month
Date: 2023-07-23 03:24 pm (UTC)Sounds fitting. I hope it's able to watch over for a long time.
[ In case more things happen and certain people end up disappearing again. Hey, speaking of disappearing—his form grows a little more translucent with every passing second, Springstar's eternal sunlight shining a little brighter. ]
For your birthday next year....we'll do whatever you want.
[ It's a promise and a threat. ]
cya space furboy...
Date: 2023-07-23 07:07 pm (UTC)[ Her smile wobbles at the edges as he begins to lose opacity, knowing it must mean their time is up. She keeps it up until he's disappeared completely, only then blinking away a couple final tears. But when she turns to leave, rubbing at her face, at least her smile isn't completely gone. ]